🖤𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐨🖤

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Ok.. so as many of you know (from my bulletin board- also.. join it!!) — I was ummming and ahhhing over posting these, because they’re not hugely dramatic or mental- and, I felt a little guilty because he was so nice. However!! I decided to post about it because ultimately this may help other woman avoid getting involved with someone who, AT FIRST, seems amazing: but slowly (or like in my case, very quickly on date two, they begin to show their true side) — lots of us ignore those parts- and hold onto the good parts. Specifically if we’ve been in controlling or toxic relationships- we always try to see the good in others; and it’s an amazing trait- but in relationships it can be dangerous- it took me speaking to about five other woman telling them the story to finally convince me that YESS! They ARE RED FLAGS. Part of me still wants to believe the good side- however. I’ve spent too long working on myself to allow anyone into my safe space- without feeling truly confident in who they are. Or who they’re pretending to be. So, I’ll see ya in part 2. #redflagsinmen #datingtipsforwomen #redflags #toxicrelationshipcheck

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Anxiety is just in my head. I always build it up ! #JDSTREET #TKMaxxTalentShow #sb #sd #date

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The yawning one is every day every hour, horrible #anxiousgirl #anxiety #WorkThisWay #fypシ #foryoupage #mentalhealthmatters

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✨DISCOUNT DETAILS✨Took you guys along with me to see the lovely @tammysaesthetics to get my skin and forehead freshers-ready for uni. We’re tackling the oily, greasy skin and freezing our foreheads- people forget that this helps so much with mattifying oily skin🤌☝️ 🚨Tammy has been amazing and given y'all a 20% off discount until October 31! ✨ Just quote TAMMYLEXA when booking. Let me know in the comments if you’ve ever done a massive life reset like this in your 30s 👇✨ #maturestudent #tweakmentjourney #uniready #oilyskincare #freshersweek

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Hey lovely human beans 🫘 it’s been a TIME recently… ooooft. Heavy! However, we’re still here. Powering through. Trust me when I say, it’s not been easy to keep to my recovery. I have had so many “almosts”… urgh. Is this what life’s gonna be like forever? And when do the flashbacks stop? Like, it’s ridiculous. It’s like I’ve built this new life for myself, and the old one keeps seeping through. Any advice? Anyways, got some more(much shorter) Scotland vlogs next, then starting uni! Then this strange date with a Scottish gas guy, really bizarre and random. Impulse date… never a good idea. Anyway, love yall a lot. #scotlandtiktok #hometownchronicles #recoverytok #wegotthis

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Self care and healing day🖤… • • • • PLEASE READ:(for the supportive ones) I just wanna tell you guys, It’s not easy living alone in recovery… it really is incredibly difficult.. I’m left alone with thoughts and CPTSD, so altho I’ve turned my flat into my ultimate safe space- specifically, during the summer break, I’d hoped I wouldn’t fall into a depression, but I did. And when that happens; I don’t want to film, because it’s just me hiding in my safe space from the world. Barely leaving the flat… and I always feel reallly guilty and like I should be posting; Because guys.. (you know who you are!!) — who have fully supported me+encouraged me through absolutely everything!Through the rehab situation where I blamed them, when really it was me who got myself kicked out; through the move to England that then turned out to be an emotionally abusive relationship, the awful drunk lives, through the refuge; all of it- you’ve always been this big support on this journey and I’ve loved being able to share it with you knowing we can help each other. So i just want to say; thank you- and sorry; sorry for being so flaky with my uploads; for going quiet, then coming back; to going quiet again- it’s all due to me trying to manage this sort of, depressive up and down mood thing I’m in. It won’t be forever though! ☝️😌🤞 because finally; good things are on the horizon.. I am gonna document my uni experience, I am gonna share more- I’m just going through a strange up and down, process of healing: and, sometimes I can’t bring myself to film or share it. So I understand if you don’t like the erratic uploading schedule- but for those who don’t mind, thank you for being there🖤🖤🖤 I’m in Scotland now for 3 weeks seeing fam so I’ll have more videos coming up from my visit then it’s uni time when I get back, and, a date… with a cutie patootie - anyway - #wegotthis #recoveryisntlinear #newnails #newhair #lordfarquaad

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Lemme know ur HONEST opinion, would you get this done? It was PAINLESS, QUICK, and REVERSABLE! But does it actually look good? Everyone’s got their own taste! I for one, LOVE them. Thank you to the Positeeth team in Bristol and of course, the lovely @Haris Stratakis for being so warm, welcoming and accommodating. If your nervous, if you’re scared of dentists- don’t worry- he has you covered. Don’t let your past smile define you, you deserve to smile confidently 🖤🦷😁 #storytime #newsmile #veneers #turkeyteeth #giftedcollab

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Can’t decide if I love or hate this colour 🤔 what d’yall think? #imo #newnails #skinpickingaddict #stim #adhdproblems

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It was SUCH an absolute pleasure meeting Harris (AKA Mr Positeeth) and his team! From the moment I walked in, it was such a welcoming, positive environment. They are fully transparent and answer every single question—no matter how silly you think it is! I know a lot of people will look at my teeth and say they aren’t "that bad." And they aren't horrendous! But during my active addiction, I did everything I could to prevent them from getting ruined. I used to wear whitening trays while smoking H just so the smoke wouldn’t touch my teeth. My old trays were literally stained brown—it was disgusting. Because of everything, I also started to form a gap in my smile, kind of like when a child sucks their thumb. I am so, so excited to finally smile properly without using a filter or wanting to cover my mouth with my hand! Yayyyy! 🥹✨ Why I chose this instead of Turkey Crowns: I am not dissing anyone who gets crowns done in Turkey! But personally, I don't think it’s entirely necessary to shave down perfectly healthy teeth purely for aesthetics. It can cause massive long-term problems. Plus, if something goes wrong, it is incredibly hard to find a UK dentist who will touch them—which just leads to more and more hidden costs. This solution is: Non-permanent! Way more affordable!! Easily accessible!! Completely flexible (if you don’t like them, you can just go back and get them taken off!) You get that same bright, white, flawless appearance with zero damage to your natural smile!! #turkeyteeth #mrpositeeth #nofilterneeded #recoveryjourney #glowup @Haris Stratakis

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THIS IS A LONG VIDEO(so probs only for super invested people😂) dw all my next videos will be much shorter! — but for the lovely ladies who enjoy long rambly FaceTime call videos - this is for y’all 🖤🖤 next videos we have some fun things coming up ✨💕 ily xx #redflagsinmen #longstory #facetimewithbestiesbelike #datestories

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Rambly voiceover time 🫪🫨🙃 Skin picking is still a big part of my anxiety, its been so many years! I've done it so badly I cracked my front tooth!! We gotta be careful with our body!! 🫶🖤🙃 — lemme know what to get next time my creative brain is so focused on art projects I dont know what to get! Should I get vampire claws/pointy ones? Much love 🖤💅🫧 #skinpickingaddict #stimming #auDHD #newnails💅

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Was rushing so it’s not the best #sugarbaby #sugardaddy #sugarbabelifestyle #fypシ #fyp