Cheri🖤

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4 months ago half of my heart was ripped from me, and my smile. Not a day, hour, minute, or second goes by that I don't long for my MJ. I miss my boy so much. The version of me that there once was is forever gone. I am Forever changed and MJ is forever 19. Say his name!! #childloss #grief #LLMJ #forever19 #myboy Song by @Poems2life

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Just knowing I will never be able to see you both ever again, is straight up torture. Not having MJ around is without a doubt the hardest thing I have ever had to face. I don't know how I get out of bed most days, or deal with work with a fake smile on my face. It is so exhausting. I keep telling myself that MJ wouldn't want me to be this depressed and sad, and that he would want me to be there for his younger brother, Jordan. But at the same time, I have no idea. All I know is that it is torture. I just hope that he and Connor are together like always, laughing, dancing, and just being plain silly. Connors mom, got these cute cowboy hat planters to place at the tree. #LLMJ #LLCP #childloss #grief #survivinggrief

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Sending love and hugs to any parent that has had to endure this type of pain. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I miss my boy something fierce, and wish I could have taken his place. It should have been me. I'd give anything to switch places with him. Instead, I get to hide behind a fake smile or fake laugh. Cry every single day, and just keep asking myself "why him!?". So to all the parents struggling today, tomorrow, every single day, just know you are not alone. We belong to a club that none of us wish we were in. #childloss ##grief #LLMJ #bereavedmother #imisshimsomuch