Niko <3

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{ #NIKOFIU } | I swear Im trying so hard to change her enough to be feminine but not too much to where you guys wont recognize her 😭🙏 #puppygirl #kemonomimi #oc #character

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{ #NIKOFIU } | People constantly tell me everything last second. I specifically tell people to tell me in the moment or sooner rather than later. But so many people wait for it to build up and then I just feel attacked and its really difficult to figure out what I need to work on. If you throw 7 things at me to fix Im bound to mess up one. Then they get mad when I am unable to change. If im told in the moment or one at a time its so much easier for me to assess and work on rather than having 10 things shoved in my head and scrambling to fix everything so I dont hurt anyone again. #vent #friends #puppygirl #kemonomimi

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[ #NIKOFIU ] | I genuinely dont know what happened. I was so angry but I had no deep reason to be angry. I was being cruel and unfair to everyone around me but when I tried to calm down I couldnt. I couldnt relax no matter what I did and it scared me. It just made it worse, I had the urge to scream, rip my hair out, smack my head into something. I was sobbing violently and trying so fucking hard to just breathe but I could just feel EVERYTHING. It was horrible and I cant believe he had to deal with that. #puppygirl #kemonomimi #vent #episode