ryan tham

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i hope you enjoy this one, otherwise it’s something for me to look back on and thanks to @gabe for the free push i needed 🦋 #fyp #viral #universitystudent #floorball #2024recap #studentathlete #videojournal

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i’m 25 and not afraid to admit that… 1. i spent 4 years studying architecture but deep down, i’ve known for a long time that it’s not something i want to pursue. i forced myself to push through because quitting felt like failure. now i’m at the finish line, holding a degree that doesn’t feel like mine. 2. i have interest in so many things — design, marketing, storytelling, building brands — but all my skills feel stuck at an ‘almost-there’ level. i never let myself go all in, because i’m scared of finding out that maybe i’m not good enough even if i tried. 3. i’m terrified of ending up in a 9-5 job that drains me — yet i also don’t have a concrete plan to avoid that outcome. i spend a lot of time dreaming, planning, overthinking — but taking the first step? that part still scares me. 4. unlike many of my peers, i still don’t have my driver’s license. i still rely on my parents for daily expenses. i’m grateful — but i feel guilty. sometimes it feels like i’m living in this weird in-between phase where i say “i’m figuring it out,” but have very little to show for it. 5. i constantly overthink my future. i spiral over things that haven’t happened yet. i know deep down that taking action, no matter how small, is the antidote — but sometimes, the weight of starting is too heavy. 6. i’ve grown a small following online but most of it came from a few viral videos that didn’t entirely aligned with what i want. i struggle with imposter syndrome every time i post now, wondering if i’m just a one-hit wonder, not someone who actually knows what they’re doing. 7. i’ve always dreamed of being a creator, or working in the creative field — content, branding, storytelling — but i feel like my skills are only “good enough” for me, not for clients. it’s this weird place between passion and paralysis — where i know i want this, but can’t seem to convince myself i’m ready. 8. i’m an ambivert. with people i trust, i’m loud, weird, full of energy. but in public or new settings, i shut down. it’s not that i’m pretending — it’s just that both versions of me are real. i’m still learning to let them exist at the same time. 9. i’m still scared. still figuring things out. still learning to be okay with being a work-in-progress. and if you’re in that same space — confused, stuck, unsure — just know you’re not alone. i’m right there with you. #fyp #viral #navigatingmy20s #storytelling #ugccreator #socialmediamanagement #travel #aesthetic #universitystudent #videojournal #studentathlete

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Negative sleep for the past two weeks to deliver by final crit ☠️ #fyp #eusoffhall #architecturestudent #dropout #universitystudent #viral #architecturemodel #screammovie