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im in my flop era anyway so here’s my second edit of the day, and for someone other than skz for once, ryul. ryul is from lngshot and it’s his birthday today, i’ve been loving him for almost a year now which is actually so insane to me. when i first got into the group, i immediately chose ryul as my bias because his rapping skills stood out to me so much, but especially his character. i absolutely love his silly personality, he somehow always manages to light up my days when i’m not feeling well and just seeing him being his silly self genuinely makes me so happy. and in THREE WEEKS i’ll hear his voice in person and see him with my own eyes. i genuinely think i’m going to bawl my eyes out omg. happiest of birthdays, i hope you always know how loved you are. @LNGSHOT #ryul #lngshot #lngshotedit #ryullnghshot #ryuledit @𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒂 ୨ৎ @𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚 𖬺 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 ❦ @какя @mel & that ໒꒱.⋆˚࿔ @Paula☻︎𓆉 @𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𑣲⋆ @☆ꨄ𝐓𝐮𝐭𝐢ꨄ☆ @jewels⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @𝓏𝓊̈𝓁𝒾 ❥

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it’s already the 22nd in korea, so i’m posting this now. this is also 1 edit out of 3, cause obvi one edit could never be enough for someone who means this much to me. i have absolutely no idea how to start this, but i’ll start off by saying that seungmin is and will forever be my number 1 idol. i love this guy with all my heart. he’s been my ult bias for 6 years now, which already sounds insane when i say it out loud. and in less than half a year, it’s going to be 7 years. seven years of watching him grow, change, become more confident, more comfortable, more himself. and somehow all I see is this 2020 seungmin that was just learning. seungmin is such a dear person to me, and not only cause he’s my favorite idol. there were so many days where i felt overwhelmed by my own thoughts and anxiety, and somehow his voice could make everything a little quieter. sometimes all it took was a picture on bubble, a minilog, a post or literally just seeing him being himself to make my day feel a little lighter. and songby especially means so much to me. whenever i feel down, i listen to it. whenever my mind feels too full, i listen to it. whenever i just need something that feels safe, i listen to it. his voice is so beautiful and angelic to me. and i know some people might not understand that but i genuinely don’t think there’s anything embarrassing about finding comfort in someone’s existence. people who have a comfort idol/celebrity probably understand exactly what i mean. sometimes someone you’ve never spoken to can still become a tiny safe place in your life and i think that’s a really beautiful thing. seungmin became that person for me. he made me smile on days where i didn’t really feel like smiling, gave me something to look forward to, became a familiar voice/face during days that felt way too heavy. there are so many little moments that probably mean absolutely nothing to anyone else but mean everything to me, and i think that’s what makes this fangirling so special. i love him because he’s seungmin. because of his laugh, habits, the way he can be so silly one second and then suddenly say something that stays in my head for days, his voice, the way he cares, of how much he has grown, all the tiny pieces of himself that he shows us. and i hope he knows how loved he is. i hope he knows that somewhere out there, there are people who have been comforted by his voice, who have smiled because of something he posted, who have gotten through a difficult day because they had something of his to listen to or watch, who are genuinely proud of the person he has become. six years is such a long time, but at the same time it feels like it went by in the blink of an eye. i still remember choosing him as my ult and somehow here i am years later, still writing paragraphs about him that sound parasocial over and over, still getting excited over every little thing he does, saving pictures, listening to his songs when i need comfort, feeling that same little happiness when i see his name. and honestly, i hope i get to keep doing that for many more years. happy 26th birthday to the person who makes me the happiest. thank you for being here. you’ll probably never know just how many times you made a bad day feel a little less bad. you’ll probably never know how many times your voice calmed me down when nothing else could. you’ll probably never know how much happiness you’ve brought into my life simply by being yourself. but i hope you know that you are loved. so so loved. and no matter how many years pass, i think a part of me will always be that girl who hears your voice and immediately feels a little safer. happy birthday, seungmin. #seungmin #seungminedit #straykids #skz #straykidsedit @mel & that ໒꒱.⋆˚࿔ @𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒂 ୨ৎ @𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚 𖬺 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 ❦ @какя @Paula☻︎𓆉 @𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𑣲⋆ @☆ꨄ𝐓𝐮𝐭𝐢ꨄ☆ @jewels⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @𝓏𝓊̈𝓁𝒾 ❥

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my number one #seungmin #seungminedit #straykids #skz #straykidsedit @Paula☻︎𓆉 @mel & that ໒꒱.⋆˚࿔ @𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒂 ୨ৎ @𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚 𖬺 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 ❦ @какя @𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𑣲⋆ @☆ꨄ𝐓𝐮𝐭𝐢ꨄ☆ @jewels⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @𝓏𝓊̈𝓁𝒾 ❥