Lexc 💗 |SAHM|

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#blankpicture #trend #mysong The past few months I have been going through it .i feel stuck and like I can’t breathe most days. I’m full of anger and sadness and no matter what I do I just feel trapped in my own mind that tells me everyday that I’m not worth it…. Why bother to try…. Nothing I do is gonna make me better… but every day I wake up and try to change the mindset that I have.. I’m 5 months pp from c section and exclusively breastfeeding my weight has dropped drastically my hair is thinning so bad I look bald when my hair is up. But that is the only way I wear my hair cause I don’t ever do it.. I don’t get ready I don’t care to get ready Bevause I know I have nothing to go to.. I have no plans I just have kids waiting for me to do this or that .. I have no friends and that is my fault because I have become so used to just being alone.. since having my baby I have lost a huge part of me and I don’t even recognize myself anymore when I look in the mirror.. I don’t take pictures of myself anymore…. Everything I used to be and feel has just gone away and I’m trying so hard to get better and feel better but it feels impossible…. I feel stuck and invisible to everyone except my kids and being a mom is great and I literally love it more than anything but I’m drowning right now and I neeeeddd to learn how to swim to get myself out of this hole that I’m in.. …. #postpartum #help

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I love it over here 😁❤️ #sahm #momsoftiktok #baby #happy #fyp

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Even though you’re not here, I see little reminders of you in the love I have for my son. He has brought so much joy back into my life, especially on the days when grief feels impossible to carry. I like to believe that maybe you had something to do with that. Maybe Heaven knew I needed a little piece of hope, and somehow you sent him to me.🥺❤️