Tash B. Allen

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October is pregnancy & infant loss awareness month! I choose to celebrate my only son. Life without you has taken me on a journey but I will never forget the time I had with you! Stillborn but STILL born! @QUEEN-MEC thank you for helping me honor my baby boy with this beautiful set!

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Words can’t express how my heart feels right now. I lost my bio dad a few years ago. My heart was wounded but kept pushing because I still had you. I have had you for the last 15 years. Always there to be my support, to make me laugh, to love and embrace my kids and give them the grandfather experience they never had. You have been there for so many milestones of me and my children’s lives. So many memories we have created. All the family cook outs, celebrations, and outings. Waking up realizing I’ll never see you again has me in a chokehold. Who will call me just to say “you know peanut I’m so proud of you!” Who will call my big baby and tell her she’s black as midnight? Who will send her those dwarf TikTok’s and laugh about how much they like them? Who will my baby call her buddy now? My kids hearts are crushed and mine is too. I don’t know how to move forward from here. You have been one of the best step dads/ grandpas someone could ask for. I pray you’re at peace now. No more sickness. No more struggles. Until we meet again, fly high our Vonerico, our dido, our buddy paw paw, our big guy. We love you always and forever! @Rasheed Hakim Allen @🥀🖤. @Montifire @Shortee423 @Għost girł🥀🍃 @avellaballard30 @cLOUDs @Eddie B #viral #rip

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When stress causes HS to flare 🥺😭 the pain and relief I felt all at the same time! This is a recurrent spot on my inner thigh/ crease of my leg. I learned a cheap easy trick to put magic healer on a panty liner and stick it to the corner of my panties on the nodule until it’s ready to burst. The liner catches what oozes out and saves my clothes! P.S. yes I need a fill in but we’re not focused on that lol #hs #hswarrior #hidradenitissuppurativa 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜