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I cant believe its been 6 months already 🥹 #fyp #6months #perhapsasalad #perhaps not #xyz

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I cant believe its been 2 years without you.. It feels like 2 lifetimes have passed for me. I miss your laugh, your voice, your humor.. I miss you so much Elias. Your sister looks so much like you, shes smart just like you. I feel like you'd love her to death and protect her at any cost. I love you Elias Lawernce Degnan VanCamp Ridley 🕊 #fyp #fcancer #grieving #grievingdad #missyou

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not a day goes by that I dont think of you, I cant believe its been 2 years since you left this world... it feels like 2 lifetimes have gone by for me. As times goes on I get more mad that it was you and not me... I was meant to raise you to be better than me, teach you things I wasnt taught, watch you grow up, watch you become yourself.. but I guess life had other plans for you. The only solace i take is youre no longer suffering or in pain, i yearn for your presence, I wish to have dreams of you or with you but nothing.. after you passed away I dont fear death at all, I'd embrace it just for you to be in my arms again. I miss you Elias Lawrence Degnan VanCamp Ridley. #grievingdad #fuckcancer #griefjourney #fatherandson #fyp