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I love the rain falling like a peaceful symphony, especially as it drums against the windows and the smell of petrichor that that fills the air. As we get ready for storms, I do not look forward to the air that feels so heavy, wind that makes everything bend so effortlessly, thunder pounding like a cannon and the lightning shattering the sky. It makes me scared. It's all beauty in its own way, but that's why there's no one set standard of it, it's all in the eye of the beholder. #rain #storm #peace #fyp

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08/06/2018-07/08/2025 my sweet baby Solids gained his angel wings tonight 💔😭🪽. I take solace in knowing he's with his brother Stripes and my "mom" again. I knew I did the right thing and even moreso when I saw the penguin blanket they had him wrapped in and when Forever Young came on the radio as I was leaving. My heart is so broken and shattered. I'll miss your cuddles so much and I'll love you forever and ever my sweet boy, tell everyone hello from us. #heartbroken #angel #foreveryoung #cat #cuddlebuddy #loss

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Today marks 5 years without you. I know you're up there in Heaven cracking jokes and thrilled to never experience stress or pain in any way again. There are no words that accurately describe my brokenness though, especially on this day every year. I can't sleep, I'm not hungry, I feel like I've cried all the tears. I don't want to get out of this bed today even though I have to. There are so many ways I feel like I've let you down and I am so sorry. I feel like I bring more pain and destruction to people's lives than I do joy and happiness and love. If you were still here you'd know how to fix everything. You were the glue. I miss you so much. Save a hug for me for when it's time for us to reunite. #loss #missyou #mom #heaven #angel