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Experimental art [COMMS OPEN] #jenna #art #commission #digitalart #oc

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I’m dead #ivan #alnst #digitalart #alienstage #ivantill As a child Ivan appeared quiet and off-putting, due to being raised in the slums and not knowing proper social behaviors. His fascination with Till started during this time, but the two of them often got into fights due to Ivan often saying things and behaving in ways that upset Till.[2] Ivan put effort into appearing more normal, in ways such as practicing his smile in the Anakt Garden pond.[3] Later on in life, Ivan succeeded in appearing more normal as he adopted a cheerful persona and learned how to smile and be friendly around others. Classmates saw him as "too perfect to get close to", but he did manage to become friends with Mizi.[4] His childish interior could still be seen in the ways he still tried to bother Till to get his attention, though. Beneath both the off-putting exterior of Ivan as a child and his cheerful nature as he grew up lays a deep sorrow and fatalistic view of the world, however. His two solo songs generally depict him as someone who believes he's destined for nothing but unhappiness, and that no amount of trying will ever change that. This is clearest when looking at his interactions with Till, as though Ivan is quite obsessed with him, he seems to be resigned in the fact that Till doesn't feel the same[5]; even when they were close to escaping together, Ivan simply smiled as Till let go of his hand. He's notably quite hypocritical, berating Sua for sacrificing herself for Mizi yet doing the same for Till, and also not following most of the tips he gives for his classmates in Anakt Garden in his student interview like not eating regular meal

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BOIII 😹😹 #maomao #apothecarydiaries #fanart #digitalart #procreate Maomao (猫猫マオマオ, Maomao?) is the protagonist of The Apothecary Diaries series. She is an illegitimate member of the La Clan raised in the Red Light District. She is a pragmatic individual who is well aware of her position in the world as someone with no status who can be considered expendable at a moment's notice if it means needing to indulge a noble. She often follows direct commands without outward protest and forces herself to not acknowledge (and even withhold) significant events she had witnessed in the Imperial Palace as a form of preservation to herself and others, such as the fact that Jinshi is not the Emperor's brother but his son by Ah-Duo. In part because of her own self-preserving attitude, she finds people who will help others to their own detriment painful to watch.